Love is an emotion that can be difficult to deal with even at the best of times. At times things go wrong and apologizing to your better half can be a daunting task because there are many emotions at stake. This poem is to the one I love, seeking forgiveness because I hurt my better half to the point where the pain was too great to withstand.
Sometimes I feel I hovered around you all the time,
Sometimes I feel I bothered you all the time,
Sometimes I feel I miss you all the time,
Sometimes I feel I’ve your illusion,
Sometimes I feel I heard your sweet voice,
Sometimes I feel I went passed you,
Sometimes I feel I’m short of something,
Sometimes I feel I’m lost without you,
Sometimes I feel I hurt you,
Sometimes you tried to converse with me,
Sometimes I just messed up the things,
Sometimes and always I wail,
Sometimes I just glare at the bench we sat & giggled,
Sometimes I search for that cuppa hot tea we sipped along,
Sometimes I try to feel relaxed but can’t,
Sometimes I go through that street where we first met,
Sometimes I feel yes I did something worth dying for,
Sometimes I scream I love you,
Sometimes I just turn the empty pages of my diary,
Sometimes I want it to rain,
Sometimes I look out for you despite your absence,
Sometimes I just feel nothing,
Sometimes I want to say forgive me,
Will you, please?
Sometimes I feel I bothered you all the time,
Sometimes I feel I miss you all the time,
Sometimes I feel I’ve your illusion,
Sometimes I feel I heard your sweet voice,
Sometimes I feel I went passed you,
Sometimes I feel I’m short of something,
Sometimes I feel I’m lost without you,
Sometimes I feel I hurt you,
Sometimes you tried to converse with me,
Sometimes I just messed up the things,
Sometimes and always I wail,
Sometimes I just glare at the bench we sat & giggled,
Sometimes I search for that cuppa hot tea we sipped along,
Sometimes I try to feel relaxed but can’t,
Sometimes I go through that street where we first met,
Sometimes I feel yes I did something worth dying for,
Sometimes I scream I love you,
Sometimes I just turn the empty pages of my diary,
Sometimes I want it to rain,
Sometimes I look out for you despite your absence,
Sometimes I just feel nothing,
Sometimes I want to say forgive me,
Will you, please?